This is me! (intro)

It's hard to know where to start! I've tried all this before and it just becomes a waste! 

The bottom line is I'm NOT anybody of importance. 

I'm NOT interesting and unforgettable, I'm NOT anybody; but I AM me! 

I've tried blogs and various online "Social" sites and find that it not really me.  To dribble on about how wonderful life is, or show off about the great Saturday night I had, is just a load of crap to me. It may be the "Trendoid" thing at the moment to get onto Facebook or Twitter or any one of the othe Social Sites available, but in reality my life is not a thing that should be advetised, and it basically sucks so why bother. 

Ahhh? You ask: 'Then why do you 'Bother' to do this?" 

Simple! I'm an idiot, and a hypocrit! This is my escape. I plod along in life, not really getting any where, but at least I'm surviving; to a degree. Each day I try to get by with what ever life throws at me, and I DO survive. BUT, I've hit a stage where I want more. I don't want to be a someone, not just another one. I WANT! I want to survive, I want to live, I want a home, I want money, I want a career, I want, I want, I want .... I'm a selfish mungral bastard that want more from life than what it gives! I'm also a depressant and find times hard to smile at. It's a sad life! 

What will the future bring? 

 A life I hope! Disappoints I know!